roseapothecary | 𝕆ℙ𝔼ℕ & 𝕆𝕍𝔼ℝ𝔽𝕃𝕆𝕎;

We aren't going to be able to use that word for very much longer, you know.

Better make the most of it, huh?

Although I've gotta say, I'm really looking forward to being able to use the other word.

It's... it's hard to believe.

...Isn't it?

Yeah. A lot of pieces had to fall into place for us to get here. When I think about my old life and what it would've been like if I had stayed...or if you guys hadn't lost everything and ended up here, we never would've met.

We're lucky. I feel lucky, anyway.

You make it really hard to be sarcastic and dismissive, you know.

Sometimes it hurts being this in love.

Like...
I just ache when you're not around. I sit there and ache.

How have you done this to me?

I'll take that as a compliment.

Oh David. I know what you mean though. We spend almost every day together and most nights together and I still miss you when you're not around. It's like I can't get enough of you.

I can't tell if that's meant in an awestruck kind of way or a "make it stop" kind of way.

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I'll never understand how you feel the same way.

THAT'S the miracle.

You can't?

I know you've been lead to believe otherwise but you're not hard to love, David.

Texting has the disadvantage of not being able to go off of your facial expressions.

I...
Sometimes even I feel like I am, though?

What do you mean?
Am I expressive or something?

Like when? Give me an example.

Now that I'm pretty sure is more sarcastic than dismissive. Still a little bit dismissive though.

Um, I'm not writing my own bad resume for you.

Clearly I'm doing well enough without spelling it out.

Oh we're well past resumes. If anything it'd be more like a performance review.

If you say so, David. I'm not going to push, but I've gotta say it doesn't sit well with me that my fiancé thinks that about himself.

Ok then, so
If it was a performance review?

What would my grade be, boss?

Well uh. We're looking at a few benchmarks here.

Following the dress code.
Collaboration and teamwork.
Effective communication.
Attention to detail.
Finishing your work on time.

Considering your past performances in these areas, I'd say you're well overdue for a promotion.

So you're saying I get A's?

Wait
Considering my past performances??

No, there's no letter grades.

Well I can't review future performances.
...If there are any.

And what is that supposed to mean?

My promotion means you're stuck with me. So.

Are we not using performances as an innuendo for sex?

The way I see it, you add too much value to the business to let you go, but don't tell my boss that or we won't be able to afford you.

Are we??
I most certainly was not.

Anyway, my question stands!
Are you going to be withholding for some reason?

I mean I wasn't at first, but then... It kind of seemed like... Okay so this is embarrassing but do you remember having to explain to me what kinks are?

I'm not so sure it'll stay standing after this.

Um, of course I do?
It was only my favorite conversation ever.
When we discovered all the shades of pink you can turn.

Oh, please. We know that all you need to do is wear a t-shirt around me and I'm good to go.

Well I'm glad it was enlightening for the both of us.

As long as the sleeves are the appropriate length, right?

You still haven't given me the complete list, by the way.

You know I only tease when I can't stop looking.

That's because it's a work in progress. And that's where I was going with this: I think I discovered another one.

Okay that is not the only time you tease and you know it.

I really thought you didn't like that shirt. Did you actually like it?

Um..? Tell me immediately.

Or, no wait. Show me?

I can like and hate something at the same time.
Did I hate the shirt? Yes.
Did I love that you chose to wear it? Also yes, don't ask me to explain it.

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just saw the gifs on patrick's journal info, am wheezing

whatcha doin' in there hmm? ahah ngl they crack me up every time I look at them

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i just wanna knooow

look i play david, the nosy character trait is a crossover o k

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a m i m i s s i n g S o M e T h I n G ?

no no just ignore me IT'S ALL GOOD

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all good in the hood~ or creek as it were

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sorry i had accidentally hit enter before i was done augh

internet shame

for the rest of my days

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